I by no means intend to continue with 2 posts a day. It's just, there're some things I need to get out. It's difficult though. My head doesn't seem to be working properly. I'm feeling very paranoid, and I'm already neurotic enough. Added on to that, I have no one who I can really talk to properly at the moment. It's like everyone has just sort of flown off. Well, one person has, but he's on a holiday he apparently would rather not be on. That's part of my paranoia. Its unbelievably stupid, but I'm convinced that when he comes back, he won't want to come back to me. I don't know why. I hate my head. It's bullying me again.